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Saviour I come, Quiet my soul
navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links respectively (from the top. duh.) Quiet my soul remember Redemptions hill Where Your blood was spilled For my ransom Everything I once held dear I count it all as lost Lead me to the cross Where Your love poured out Bring me to my knees Lord I lay me down Rid me of myself I belong to You Lead me, lead me to the cross You were as I Tempted and trialed You are The word became flesh Bore my sin and death Now you're risen Everything I once held dear I count it all as lost Lead me to the cross Where Your love poured out Bring me to my knees Lord I lay me down Rid me of myself I belong to You Lead me, lead me to the cross To your heart To your heart Lead me to your heart Lead me to your heart Lead me to the cross Where Your love poured out Bring me to my knees Lord I lay me down Rid me of myself I belong to You Lead me, lead me to the cross |
Saturday, August 9, 2008, 1:43 AM
I won't talk, I won't breathe, I won't move till you finally see that you belong with me
I WANT MY MILO!!! XD ;) so the XT run was actually 9km for EVERYONE, they just divided you into groups where they'll run that far, and walk the rest. LOL. and i ran with carolyn, another carolyn i met from XTs.. XD so many carolyns! :XX haha so we walked up thereally congested flight of steps and the guys INSISTED that girls did NOT know how to read maps =.=" although i was the one holding the map and when they got it they were like o.0 dunno how to read. LMAO. and the 9km group caught up with us and we were like oh shit and ran with them for a bit... so i think carolyn and i ran like 4-5 km and walked the rest, ran a few metres during the walking, etc. etc. and we ended like 20 min after the 9k group, which was quite cool to know. then yangshen(i think he's called that) came and told carolyn about this christian uni conference thing and she and i sat around for a bit later, we got like free hundredplus and i took 2 :P HAHA they were being quite uhh weird like "relieving stress" or something on their finished cans, like stepping onthem, crushing them agfter drinking, well it wasnt weird but they suredid make it sound weird.. then we went to eat brunch, which felt like lunch at vivo kopitiam, they wanted to go to carls jr at first but it was CLOSED! haha :P so i slacked the rest of the day and got scolded the next day coz i didnt study AT ALL the day before and got forced to quit. what a dramatic 180degree flip. seriously. just because i didnt study and i failed my higher chinese. and a couple of freaking tests. my mom says so what if i'm in sbc. i'm failing out of sbc. i'm such a turd alright. but i've been crying a lot these past few months. and maybe it's the stress or something, but be my escape totally spells it all out. so i talked to my mom today, and we didnt really get anywhere. except for making me feel better. but i'm still no longer an XT sowhat's the point? time to "focus" on my studies right? .please.who said i never did? i'm so pissed off. and i really wanna see a damn counsellor. or maybe i need to go for anger management or something coz i seriously feel like shit. feel like throwing the tv into the wall. dont worry, i'm not gonna hurt anyone ;) it's called taking action on inanimate objects. it's retarded. i know. but i totally ruined my drum stricks. this sucks. and i forgot to go for xy's steamboat ytd. but HAHA so did she LOL and am i in class average or am i below it? coz my mom seriously thinks i'm below class average. i dont know, coz i'm seriously giving up (on giving up slowly.haha.) i cant find meaning in not getting recognition anymore. it's one of D's fears you know, not getting recognition. (i'm talking about DISC) i find no worth anymore. alright. i give up. or maybe i should like pray or something. but i'm looking for something. and that something just can't be found. there is no meaning. there is no reason. there is no motivation. i'm losing it. that's why i need a freaking counsellor. like now. no kidding. i tried. but people just dont seem to see. it's like their blind or something. and i'm totally and completely giving stacy the extremely wrong impression of me. seriously. i was going to write about something funny. but i forgot what it was. i guess i've just been consumed by the fact that my life seriously sucks. dont believe me? why dont i smile enough? why dont i feel happy? why do i cry so much? why am i so freaking stagnant? why is my temper so ... so... ugh? why do i dislike my appearance so damn much? why do i not like the freaking sight of my eyebags? why havei totaly lost my motivation? why am i always binging? why can't i get that someone? why do my grades suck? why can't i make class comm? why does my sparring suck now? why can't i get my freaking schedule right? why am i getting more and more insecure? WHY?? argh. okay, maybe i should do what i was told to. pray.or find someone to talk to. i seriously need a counsellor, dont i? i'd feel bad to like dump my burdens on someone else's shoulders. like which psycho (or kind soul who's just a bit delusional haha) would go around asking people to tell him their problems? you know how on that first day of festival of praise, though i came like an hour late (why did i have to get lost?!), there was this part where they asked for all those people who felt like their lives were falling apart to stand, and people sitting around them would help pray for them, and guess what, i wish i'd stood. not so scandalous anymore. :P gish I don't look but deep inside in the corner of my mind I'm attatched to you mmmm I'm weak it's true cause I'm afraid to know the answer do you want me too? cause my heart keeps falling faster I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide i'ts time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true you don't know what you do everytime you walk into the room I'm afraid to move I'm weak it's true I'm just scared to know the ending do you see me too? do you even know you meant me! I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true I know when I go I'll be on my way to you the way that's true I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true ------- http://www.thisismyblawg.blogspot.com/ i've to remember to link sherilyn's blog and reply all tags! >< Labels: lead me to the cross. please? |
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Rid me of myself, I belong to You<333Jesus 30april MGSS female. Christian <3 MGSS Drama, photography Yi Dojang (: Wesley YM <3 Crosstrainer :D Facebook, Friendster writing /online portfolio <3 worship Tae Kwon Do, Ballet, Soccer, Dance, kayaking (just for fun) Music, vocals, instruments, Foreign Languages, European History(architecture, culture) Food. not junk of course. learning. skills, and stuff i love of course. well duh. argumentative essays and debates, impromptu speeches, presentations (on topics i loke) event organizing. TV heroes, gossip girl, 90210, how i met your mother musicians hillsong, various songs from various artists -> see tagboard wants to learn latin. +french, german(more) learn to actually, really play drums. and guitar. learn to properly play a game that has to do with a ball and a hoop. run 100m below 8s gain a role of authority in school. say prefect, student leader or class monitress. get into the speech competition be a better dancer and actress go to europe & e americas : milan, venice, rome, (italy), (spain), brazil, new york, many many more go to an ivy GO OUT. |
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