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to Your Heart

lead me to the cross

where Your love poured out

bring me to my knees

Lord I lay me down

plugin&play lead me to Your heart
Saviour I come, Quiet my soul navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links respectively (from the top. duh.) Savior I come Quiet my soul remember Redemptions hill Where Your blood was spilled For my ransom Everything I once held dear I count it all as lost Lead me to the cross Where Your love poured out Bring me to my knees Lord I lay me down Rid me of myself I belong to You Lead me, lead me to the cross You were as I Tempted and trialed You are The word became flesh Bore my sin and death Now you're risen Everything I once held dear I count it all as lost Lead me to the cross Where Your love poured out Bring me to my knees Lord I lay me down Rid me of myself I belong to You Lead me, lead me to the cross To your heart To your heart Lead me to your heart Lead me to your heart Lead me to the cross Where Your love poured out Bring me to my knees Lord I lay me down Rid me of myself I belong to You Lead me, lead me to the cross	Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 2:22 AM -restart, please, just give me a new beginning. click on the lyrics. When I was younger I used to be wild As wild as an elephant's child No one could hold me down No one could keep me around Now it's your turn, take a shot Baby, show me everything that you got Maybe you can keep me alive Maybe you can get in my mind But it's only a matter of time Before I run far away I need to take a holiday Maybe it's a fall from grace I gotta find a new place A holiday I'll set off on a new chase I gotta see a new face I need to take a holiday My father, he was always wise As wise as an elephant's eyes He couldn't hold me down He couldn't keep me around So are you gonna take your shot? It's the only one that you got Maybe I'll go out on limb Maybe I'll jump in for a swim When the lights go dim You know I'll run far away I need to take a holiday Maybe it's a fall from grace I gotta find a new place A holiday I'll set off on a new chase I gotta see a new face I need to take a holiday (Need to take a holiday) Whoa whoa A new start I've broken too many hearts And I don't have any clue where to go I don't know But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday When I was younger I used to be wild As wild as an elephant's child And I don't think I'll ever change I think I'm gonna stay the same I'll run away I need to take a holiday (Need to take a holiday) Maybe it's a fall from grace I gotta find a new place A holiday I'll set off on a new chase (Set off on a new chase) I gotta see a new face I need to take a holiday A new start I've broken too many hearts And I don't have any clue where to go I don't know And maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind The answers that we'll never find And they don't mean a thing tonight Labels: and i try so hard Monday, November 17, 2008, 9:01 AM Hi. Hi. I am elizabeth,diana's sister. Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 7:18 AM but i am the master of spam i spam. i spam. i spam everything :P HAHA seriously, whenever i go to someone's blog, i leave 3/4 tags... YOU ALL SHOULD BE HAPPY AND GRATEFUL! SOMEONE'S TAGGING! :P 0:D HAHAHAHAH anyway... eoys, what can i say... they end TOMORROW AND I'M NOT STUDYING FOR CHINESE >< class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">SLACKER! maybe i'm just sober from the overdose of studying for history, geog and lit.. all to You God. it is by His grace i managed the exams i am dedicating all my marks, with the exception of math paper 2 - i dont think they're worthy enough, to Him. no joke. this is my first official post in such a long time i've resorted to replying tags in my tagboard. less time taken. and hence have spammed my own tagboard... marvelous.. HEROES IS AWESOME! peter gets sylar's/GABRIEL'S .... LOVING THE PETER-SYLAR SCENES okay, for charlotte's sake i shall not release spoilers! they postponed GG to next week. this is UNFAIR SUSPENSE MAN. 90210 is SO GOOD. the latest one ROCKS. watch it. sidereel.com/90210 it's simple! WRIMO WITH ME! i'm rushing this post. gonna revise some chinese SOON father true and merciful bound to me with love adopted in, i'm free from all sin Labels: teach my soul to soar , 6:52 AM NANOWRIMO alright, signed up for this NANOWRIMO competition www.nanowrimo.org you basically write 50000 words in 30 days. cool right? quality is not the focus. anyway, just found out about it today, really cool AND i also JUST found out that grace is doing it too, cool huh? i didnt even know... :X i'm thinking of doing romance, a collection of argumentatives, or chic lit. CHECK OUT MY FACEBOOK. look at ALL the SERIOUSLY HILARIOUS COMMENTS and the DRASTIC EFFECTS OF MINDCONTROL DEVICES for the public: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2177623&l=e283b&id=807755056 http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=166962&l=82077&id=807755056 HAHA okay i am SO LAME and I'm high... what is it with kap and meeting people from various social circles? must be some luck lol. Labels: oh happy dagger this is thy sheath there rust and let me d... BE LAME Sunday, September 28, 2008, 5:45 AM Chains be broken Lives be healed Eyes be opened Christ is revealed Tuesday, September 23, 2008, 5:44 AM chic sci-fi drama. OH MY MILO. HEROES IS BACK! HEROES IS BACK! HEROES IS BACK! Gossip Girl is ruling the drama genre as expected, OH MY MILO. okay i've resorted to using milo coz of certain reasons that i was supposed to talk about in my last post but anyway, the ex-files is totally marvelous, haha <3> sidereel.com/Heroes - 2 episodes already! oh gosh... ><> sidereel.com/Gossip_Girl - 4 episodes, totally cool. ykylm<3 diana Friday, September 19, 2008, 6:29 AM history without legs. lameness at its greatest can be found in dear, dear 2G. from politics and history to male minds and hinds to talking ceilings, we should change our slogan from 2Glove to 2Glame-our, i know, here i am, lame again. you can laugh now (; i'm wondering whether i should talk on of our lameness or move on to some other subject matter. if there's demand, perhaps... do tag, give opinions, etc. etc. so lately, i've been wondering, if an apparent devout Christian preaches the Gospel, yet hold grudges or is judgemental, and even perhaps discriminative (not communally of course, or chauvanistically), would that Christian still be considered devout? or hypocritical? I admit, I probably am somewhat like this, so perhaps I'm being hypocritical right now... But come to think about it, even my mother says that most Christians are hypocritical and what's the point of church? So is it hypocrisy? or human nature? I'm beginning to bend towards the idea that it is human nature that causes us to be seemingly "hypocritical" and thus the need for church.. Leviticus 19:18 " 'Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD. Matthew 7:5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. then later that night, i was somehow shown to this page in my bible, which addressed an "Ultimate Issue" of the Church. so that completely answered my question... that ultimate issue page is completely worth reading. on the 19th (i'm writing the date coz this is when i started writing this post but .... havent finished it in time) i was reminded of the 3rd commandment [Third commandment] and went to look for the meaning of vain, having thought it meant like despair.. and that day i found this on an online bible site.. “Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.”-Ephesians 4:29 hmm... a sign. (this post was meant to be for the 19th of SEPTEMBER, excuse my lateness, i've been extremely busy and 3 more finals to cover, wish me luck (; ) Monday, August 25, 2008, 1:43 AM freaky friday on a saturday. OH YES, i remember now! I was supposed to talk about the LITSEM. HAHA literatureseminar2008@ACSIbytheCAPpersandGEB. alright i woke up at around 6.30 and got ready and everything, originally planning to take the bus, and then dad offered to send me so i got a bit more shut eye and we left the house around 8.10? :X and by the time i got there, everyone had already gone in.. oops 0:D\ so it started off with a poetry slam presentation/mini-competition 5 competitors: CHIJ St Nic's (2 teams) , RI, TJC and YJC YJC started off with an utterly, completely, totally horrendous poem about a guy. that this bimbotic girl liked. personally, i had an nagging urge to glue some unprofessional lips together. then TJC came up with a poem about emo people, which was MUCH better, perhaps the best of the lot. :X and well i pretty much forgot the rest of them. so anyway, after that, we went into our various workshops i was with en and ern, and we went for Marc Nair's 'The Poet's Fire" workshop i'm not sure if he recognized me from the previous workshop he had at MG, probably not, but anyway, so there was this seemingly cool row in the back of the comparatively empty class (i cannot believe, let alone absorb the astonishing fact that EVERY single one of the ACi classrooms is enviably AIRCONDITIONED! so is the canteen, not to mention their relatively beautiful campus and humongous soccer field. 0.0) back to the point, then MN - i'm making this short for Mr Nair coz i'm getting horridly lazy - got us to shift and share a row with this 'lonely' RI guy. so we shifted, and en grabbed the seat nearest to the aisle, and i consequently grabbed the one next to hers, UNKNOWINGLY leaving ern sitting next to the guy, LOL, she shot me this 'TRAITOR!' look, and i was like, " huh? " and a split second later, "OHHH! HAHAHA :X" (don't ask me how i managed to actually draw all this out, i just happen to have wonderful memory! HAHAHjk, but i seriously just happened to remember XD) so anyway, we started off with FREEWRITING. to which my ear/brain-facemuscle coordination (made this up :P) was 'marvelous' and a look of bewilderment stole my face. my jaw joined when he told us his instructions, that we had to keep writing, non-stop, for 5 minutes. 0.0 even if we had nothing to write, we were supposed to write "I have nothing to write"/"I don't know what to write"/etc. and this is how mine turned out... (look up bozo) oh, and we had to write based on a cliché, which i thought was like an idiom or something, but apparently it can be something as simple as 'ravishing beauty', which undoubtedly was my first attempt. oh but i have to highlight certain hilarious areas: notice the fact that i even drew it this way XD and if you can read the second last line, you'll get something really funny later on (in this post) so after we free-wrote, he told us to PASS IT TO OUR NEIGHBOURS! and i totally forgot what i wrote and i just passed mine to ernie, who passed hers to me, and i passed ernie's to en and took en's, and ern switched mine for the RI guy's then i realised, OH SHIT, HE HAS MY PAPER!!! then i saw this look on his face that may have been a sign that he was laughing... and i was like, oh crap... and i started laughing and en thought i was laughing at hers! oops! so i told her that i wasnt and that i wrote crap on my paper, entirely, all of it was crap alright! and after that i read her paper, and calmed down a bit... when i got my paper back, my eyes immediately spotted something that stood out like a peacock in a flock of pigeons and THAT very split-second i realized i wrote something (which you have to figure out YOURSELF!) EXTREMELY EMBARRASSING and he may have read it... so, i swore to myself (nothing serious, just various... variations (? HAHA) of shit.) and then i decided, argh, i dont give a damn. so anyway, after that, MN told us to write a poem comprising ideas from what we scribbled during free-writing and mine came out, completely crappy, like this: HAHA, crap right? totally. so ANYWAY, we continued to write more poems, the second one based on personification and 'becoming' an object, en and i did Fire. (HAHA AND ern and the ri guy did FIRE EXTINGUISHER! HAHAHAHA how coincidental) before this, he let us listen to one wehre a guy was pretending to be a TV, HILARIOUS! if you want to see the written version i'll post it up for you (: so ours was about a flame having split personalities, en was the "good side" and i was the "bad side" it was quite okay i guess, en said she felt like she was writing a script. lol then MN got all of us to stand up and vocalise our poems, the ACi guys could not be heard, let alone COMPREHENDED, the girls were alright, but the RI guys were totally hilarious! the two of them who sat in the front row, XD we were then given a 5 minute break and we went out (it was quite cold in there), gosh the ACi guys were SO FUNNY!! :X one of them had chew-ish tendencies, and the other was competely ACT cool (shirt tucked out at the back, fringe, way of sitting, way he placed his bag and did his work ON HIS LAP, it even seemed ahbeng. :X :P haha) so the chew-ish type was totally neat and proper and talked at and in an incomprehensible speed and manner (this one is totally un-chew-ish) AND HE EVEN DRAGGED HIS CHAIR IN HER STYLE i wonder if he's her other half, (this regards socrates'/plato's theory of soulmates - cant rmb who came up with it) not to mention he seriously did remind me of her... o.0 BUT he was SOOO gay, i couldnt help but laugh my head off at him, it's like the RI guys switched with the ACi guys (even the act cool one) coz the RI guys were, surprisingly, NOT GAY AT ALL! shocker! HAHAHA and if you haven't already noticed, or are too blur to, this is where the title of my post comes in HAHAHAHA after that, we went on to do another poem, based on a painting, not modern tho, i think renaissance period, which featured a dragon, princess and a prince/knight/whoever. MN read out a poem where the poet wrote about all 3 personas, it was HILARIOUS, EXTREMELY laugh-your-head-off funny. (not to mention the fact that he also took on the personas! lmao!) so en and i decided to do the knight/prince, and pretend he was actually a guy from the present(referring to now, the 21st century) who got somehow transported back to the past, it was very funny, random and crappy! HAHA ern's one was even more crappy! they did the princess and they said that the dragon was their pet "Fluffy" and that the knight/prince was weird and said something about "rescuing her,etc." and killed "Fluffy" and that she was not to worry coz the guy had TONS of "Fluffy"s at home! HAHAHAHA so after that we looked at some poems and talked about whether we liked it/them or not and why, etc. and it was over. then we had like lunch break. and after that the presentations, i went for group 1 with quite a number or other 2Gers AND I COULD NOT STAND ANY OF THEM, except for lovely MG's with Waiting For Godot :D jelly,tzeshien,colette,andyanyee were GREAT (: (there were 7 other groups and it was free and easy) then i stayed there for the drama performances, 3 of them were by RI, one by SOTA. (there was one other concurrent one that was to be in LT3, but i just decided to stay there coz RI's good.) so the first one was a modern twist to Oedipus Rex, Jacosta, HAHA, marvelous, oh my God, i could NOT stop laughing! and the guy who played Jacosta's lawyer was SOO GAYY it was extremely HILARIOUS! and guess what, he was one of the guys who was in the same workshop as en/ern/i, the really dramatic guy. HAHA when the judge was deciding the verdict, he was like flirting with the other lawyer SO GAILY it was soooo funny, i could NOT stop laughing. so the 2nd group was from SOTA, gigantic disappointment there, i was looking forward to an awesome performance, coz they ARE the SCHOOL of THE Arts. surprise, surprise... i could hardly hear their inaudible mutters, let alone like their shallow plots, Audrey claimed that they were the dancers (coz of their postures) but Grace said she recognized one of the guys from her auditions. so... shrugs then RI did some puppetry thing where they compared elmo to wayang kulit, it was funny too, but not as funny as jacosta. <3> elmo(HAHA CARMEN! :P) when he said, "but i'm real bangs head on table" LMAO and when he was like, "OH... so all the (good guys) have (noses that curve downwards) and the (bad guys) have straight noses, but what about me?! I have a flat nose!" LOL so the last play, was also a twist, but this time it was on Macbeth and not modernised. they called it Macbluff or something coz they said smth about twisting it so that the witches weren't real but only making illusions. this one was funny as well, and i recognised the guy who played macbeth as the guy who sat next to ern in the workshop, HAHAHA but anyway, they were funny, and it was well-scripted, for a mini-performance play, and compared to sota(they were WAY BETTER if you wanna compare it that way! :XXX ) COMING SOON In my next posts: KAP - and my apparent luck bible epics cheese - and the reason why i have to devour the remains! Sunday, August 24, 2008, 7:17 AM some people just dont deserve to be told anything. :P hehe EVERYONE GO TO THIS SITE: http://anonimocity.wordpress.com/ featuring long-awaited poetry and prose composed by, moi (; ------- now, enough advertising and back to uhh daily life (: i'm looking ALL OVER for my talkingaboutmygeneration poem!!! EEYERRRR well, tomorrow's SCHOOL again. that sucks. what was i going to talk about? argh, i think it was something funny.. blehh, will post again tomorrow. I feel like having HOT MILO (<3)> sophia rose has good clothes, <3 Let now the weak say I have strength By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead Let now the poor stand and confess That my portion is Him and I'm more than blessed Let now our hearts burn with a flame A fire consuming all for Your Son's holy name And with the heavens we declare That You are our King We love You Lord, we worship You You are our God, You alone are good Let now Your church shine as the bride That You saw in your heart as you offered up Your life Let now the lost be welcomed home By the saved and redeemed those adopted as Your own Let now our hearts burn with a flame A fire consuming all for Your Son's holy name And with the heavens we declare That You are our King We love You, Lord, we worship You You are our God, You alone are good. You asked your Son to carry this The heavy cross, our weight of sin I love you Lord, I worship You Hope which was lost, now stands renewed I give my life to honor this The love of Christ, the Saviour King We love You Lord, we worship You You are our God, You alone are good You asked Your Son, to carry this, The heavy cross, our weight of sin. I love You, Lord, I worship You, Hope which was lost, Now stands renewed. I give my life to honor this The love of Christ, the Saviour King . Labels: Besame de una vez, i won't talk i wont breath i wont move till you finally see, infatuation. not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me, that you belong with me Friday, August 22, 2008, 7:42 AM there is no one else for me Stand by everything You said Stand by the promises we've made Let go of everything I've done I'll run into you open arms And all I know is that I love You more than life Oh, I love You more than life Fall back on everything You've done Fall back on everlasting arms When all the world is swept away You are all the things I need You're the air i breath and I love You more than life Oh, I love You more than life Oh, I love You more than life Jesus, I love You more than life And how can it be That You were the one on the cross Lifted for all our shame? And how can it be The scars in Your hands are for me You are the king of all Sing, I love You more than life Oh, I love You more than life Oh, I love You more than life Jesus, I love You more than life Jesus, oh I love You more than life Oh I love You more than life Oh, I love You more than life Jesus, oh I love You more than life... So, received two chains today both about Christ found them really inspiring I mean, seriously, sometimes i regret not setting aside time for Him. I cannot believe how much I've changed, who I am is so different from who i've been (reminds you of a song no?) now, enough dwelling on this today: well, i positively FAILED history.. i'm seriously very very very sad :'( history's like one of the subjects i love. seriously :( but, class avg is aroung 50 - 60... so... perhaps i...... i'm below average. oh crud. well, what else happened... nothing much actually, friday's timetable's the most slack, the whole time after recess, we dont have any examinable subj.s :D good. nearly died, stoned >< this week i've been sleeping very little... so i'm probably gonna go sleep immediately after this. after i shower. so during lunch, jerusha brought that snake/9x9 cube game thingie that she's been trying to do, and that jean keeps showing her (though jean does it in like 5 sec.) XD and then i was like, 'oooh, can i try that?' coz lol, it seemed fun :D so then i solved it, for the first time, in like 5 minutes WHOO HOO :DDD go me (: nights <3 today's flip-the-bible-to verse is : Proverbs 12:13. really true, i seriously need to learn this. time to move your hands people! XD (; haha ------- yunhua: Yeah you guys were good on Mon! thanks yun hua (: <3 22 August 2008, 23:20 -------------------------- Grace: It was "I like to walk in the rain because nobody can see my tears" oops, 0:D haha okay 19 August 2008, 19:18 -------------------------- Audrey: Hellooooooo. Haha the Milo Vemecelli and Hazelnut Pannacotta. Yay o/ 18 August 2008, 17:47 -------------------------- yunhua: hello! new link, please relink+tag (: [Webbie] i'll try to rmember! 00:D XD (note to self: link sherilyn, ben and yun hua!) 17 August 2008, 19:53 -------------------------- diana: ... hee you already did it XD 17 August 2008, 19:12 -------------------------- Diana: LOL! OH YEA!!! let's both post it(: so we can cover any misrepancies :D 17 August 2008, 19:02 -------------------------- Grace: -promptly starts laughing after reading the Hot Milo post- He started talking about how he likes to walk in the rain... I'll be posting it on my blog unless you do first ^^ look up (; 17 August 2008, 17:18 -------------------------- yunhua: you wanted me to remind you to blog about something mr seow said :) ooh yea, thanks :DD (done. YAY (:) 15 August 2008, 15:09 -------------------------- Ben Lau: Heyyy! Its good to hear that XT has helped in ur spiritual growth! but at the end of the day i hope being hiatus with XT will not bring u away from God but ONLY make it stronger! Rmb your studies comes first now! So do your best for the LORD thru there! :) [Webbie] alright, thanks :D 15 August 2008, 02:03 -------------------------- yunhua: what's crosstrainers? and i don't really understand your latest post :/ crosstrainers is a sub-min in wesley ym (: it was a load of uhh... rubbish 0:D 14 August 2008, 23:53 -------------------------- Carmen: aud: sparring is like "fighting" in taekwondo and all those martial arts. yep :D 14 August 2008, 23:47 -------------------------- claudia: hello diana! haha heyy (: 14 August 2008, 10:11 -------------------------- Audrey: Ohhh and who's that someone? Ahaha :) raises both eyebrows that's for me to know (; [and you to find out :X haha] 12 August 2008, 18:12 -------------------------- Audrey: What's sparring? Ahaha and what does the class comm consist of? look up(; the main comm? 12 August 2008, 18:11 -------------------------- yunhua: "it's not what happens but how you handle it" (: LOL, okay, thanks for rminding me:DD 11 August 2008, 23:22 -------------------------- zenny: zomg. that -TOOT- meano! yea i know :( 11 August 2008, 20:24 -------------------------- yunhua: haha but carolyn, there's actually a higher tendency of such things happening on blogs :O true true, but it happens anyway... 11 August 2008, 17:13 -------------------------- grace: Regarding that anon post: This tag is far too short to express what I feel like saying to that coward. haha, thanks grace :D <3 10 August 2008, 19:14 -------------------------- Shawn: heyhey. you are a fan of jack johnson too?? 0:D actually, who is he? :XX a singer right? 10 August 2008, 14:34 -------------------------- Audrey: Heyaaaa. Haha that memo...I found it on my desktop lol and put the words on using adobe? or something like that lol. Who posted that anon comment about you? Someone who goes to your church? OIC, cool (: nah, i think she goes to MG, should be close to me 9 August 2008, 17:32 -------------------------- Carolyn: Anonymity can annoy! X_X VERY TRUE :( 9 August 2008, 17:16 -------------------------- yunhua: Heh Carolyn what do you mean :P lol 9 August 2008, 16:20 -------------------------- Carolyn: Things like that make me even more determined to never sign up for social networking sites T_T 9 August 2008, 13:34 haha, AWW :( but there are a lot of other pros too (; Labels: none but Jesus Sunday, August 17, 2008, 4:14 AM i spend too much time on facebook LOL yea. VERY addictive! ;X Grace's post just reminded me of Mr Seow's "I cry in the rain coz it hides my tears" theory XD well it started raining while we were talking to him (look at previous post luh(;) and he was like, ' you know, i like the rain.' and we were like... 'o.0 (so random!) why?' 'Because it hides my tears!' and our reply, undoubtedly, '=.=".... (tries to hide the face :X XD)' kinda reminds me of lex's dp. last year. GOSH LEX YOU ARE SO GAY. :P HAHA okay so anyway, no matter how corny it sounds, i am going to talk about SUNDAY, about Psalm 143 A psalm of David 1 Hear my prayer, O Lord; listen to my plea! Answer me because you are faithful and righteous. 2 Don’t put your servant on trial, for no one is innocent before you. 3 My enemy has chased me. He has knocked me to the ground and forces me to live in darkness like those in the grave. 4 I am losing all hope; I am paralyzed with fear. 5 I remember the days of old. I ponder all your great works and think about what you have done. 6 I lift my hands to you in prayer. I thirst for you as parched land thirsts for rain. Interlude 7 Come quickly, Lord, and answer me, for my depression deepens. Don’t turn away from me, or I will die. 8 Let me hear of your unfailing love each morning, for I am trusting you. Show me where to walk, for I give myself to you. 9 Rescue me from my enemies, Lord; I run to you to hide me. 10 Teach me to do your will, for you are my God. May your gracious Spirit lead me forward on a firm footing. 11 For the glory of your name, O Lord, preserve my life. Because of your faithfulness, bring me out of this distress. 12 In your unfailing love, silence all my enemies and destroy all my foes, for I am your servant. lol, at first, i thought she said "Song 143" and i was like o.0 there's 143 chapters in Songs ?? then people sitting around me flipped to Psalm and i was like... OH! ... but i really like this passage. totally describes what i've been feeling :X lol. so anyway, we led worship ytd. mrs phua said mrs yap said i was good at leading, just needed to find the "flow" ms ng gave tons of constructive criticism ;X and said it was quite a good first try (: mrs chew said we were very good and she was happy that two of us were from drama XD (grace and i) and she asked who trained me, to which my reply was... "uhh... no one?" and she was like, "really?! wow." mrs hor said we were good too and asked how much we practised, to which the reply was total awkward silence, 0:D and she was like, "you didnt practise at all?! 0.0! then you guys must be quite good!" ... lol. heh, she was reminded about it when jean went up to present some math prob and she was like, "eh, she was the one playing the drums yesterday right?" uma told me grace's piano and my singing was great and a couple of other people said so too... well.. so... i guess we were quite good, etc considering we didnt practise together at all, except for grace, jean, shannon and i... so think how much better we would have been if we actually did practise that much together.... but shrugs they still wanna disband, so not like i can help it anyway... :X i dont really get their logic but, we'll leave it up to God. (; so now, i'm trying to learn ryan cabrera's true on guitar. trying to figure out the tabs. quite complicated >< you could try it too if you wanted... coz i found the site that they wanted me to get tabs from, (i thot they said ez chords, but it's az. =.=") http://www.azchords.com/r/ryancabrera-26969/true-236055.html and well, i still have sores from tae kwon do, even tho it was on saturday... you have no idea how little i ate that day :X it wasnt intentional though! i woke up late 0;X XD Labels: HOT MILO, i won't talk i wont breath i wont move till you finally see, that you belong with me Saturday, August 16, 2008, 8:42 AM gosh. omg so qiao, we're leading worship this monday, and just so happened that that thing yanghsen was telling carolyn and me about (about the girl who wrote mighty to save in her diary yadda yadda) totally corresponds with what we plan to do! and i'm planning to share the testi this monday. cool huh? you know, sometimes, I think God really is on my side, totally blessing me with tons of stuff. Like this, of course, and hehe, other things that cause me to be "scandalous", meeting all the right people and all. But of those who are given more, more is expected. According to Mrs Ng. so... i guess i have to live up to expectations. Anyway, i was supposed to tell you guys about Mr Seow and his "encounter" with Jelly, Grace, and Me. So we were waiting for the poetry thing at 4 at school, and Jelly and I went to get instant noodles and oreo at the esso station. HAHA people kept asking us where it was from and we were like "oh, from Malaysia!" well jelly was like that, and I was like "yea, the malaysia's across the overhead bridge!" and they were like, "huh? how'd you get there?!" "WE FLEW!" LMAO HAHAHA so Grace joined us, and we were sitting and talking and eating.. and mr seow happened to see us at the canteen and he started telling jelly and i about his instant noodles at home, the "expensive, good quality, JAPANESE" ones from (somewhere...i forgot XD) with the pink fish floss and everything... (OMG YUMM!) so he was talking and jelly looked at me and went o.0? japanese? pink fish floss? okay..... and he said the ones we were eating weren't healthy at all. we just shrugged. HAHA so Grace decided to show him the FAMOUS TIBETAN NUMBERS! LMAO ROFL HAHAHAHA and HE FELL FOR IT! HE FELL FOR IT STRAIGHT! and he kept going "are you pulling my leg or something?!" and I, being as nice as always (0:D) said "Mr Seow, look at Grace!" and we had to do it MANY more times and we made it SO OBVIOUS! even En and Ern joined in XD and HE STILL DIDN'T GET IT! HAHAHAHAHHAHA MUAHAHAH lol, and then we talked about some other stuff, i seriously forgot coz this kinda happened quite a while back... like two weeks? aww.... well maybe i'll update after clearing stuff with jelly and grace. (; so, after he left, we just continued talking and Grace asked, "should i get HOT or COLD MILO?" and i went "HOT MILO!!!" and jelly was like, "diana diana diana, YOU and your Milo VERMICELLI!" (it's MILO VENTIMIGLIA!) and i shrugged, "he IS good looking :X" HAHAHA but i'm not obsessed with him luh! stop saying i am! LOL it's not my fault he appeared in my dreams. :X i didnt will for it to happen! hehe ;) so more updates soon.. sometime... :D and THAT's THE STORY BEHIND HOT MILOOOO <333>wheehee. i'm high :X LOVEEE yours truly <3 Labels: HOT MILO Thursday, August 14, 2008, 10:06 AM help. song is evil. very evil. sighh. seriously, i'm searching, just searching. still searching. for something which can not be found. i am such a slacker. well in my own eyes. apparently i'm very "on". whatever that's supposed to mean. i need to remind myself to do these: - relink everyone! including linking sherilyn and ben >< - do up the sudoku thing - LA project - geog project - music project - GEL - CHINESE YILUNWEN! SHIT. - math ws - history mindmap - science wb - study for physics - and math - and upload the damn pics - and do up this mutual agreement between my mom and i. shit. math tuition tomorrow tons of homework UNDONE. crap. OH SHIT i need to practise my VIOLIN exam in... how many days? 31-15+16 = 32 oh crud crud crud ah well. can be done. pretty easy. except for the yilunwen. i want to "rely on Your grace". i want to have that "peace". i want to find this "love beyond all reason". but can i? lost. in this ever tangled mess of a world. Labels: lead me to the cross. please? , 9:11 AM larmes please. lift me up upon Your shoulder and take the weight of this world please. just do it. walk with me through this valley let me rely on Your grace. i need You so my everything. , 9:02 AM she still remembers that day at FOP where they asked everyone who felt that their life was falling apart to stand and wish she'd stood. coward. , 8:50 AM for goodness sake if she had a choice she wouldnt let me go for any events or anything anyway. , 8:24 AM . it seems to me that after joining XTs i HAVE become more spiritual, and all the events i've been to. i mean before that, i thought peer support groups were corny and so were prayer groups but guess what. maybe it IS a bit corny but at Borders today i didnt buy any "trash" but i bought... wait for it. some Christian stuff. o.0 right? wow. but my mom IS of course against Church. but she says she's Christian. but she's more "spiritual" than she is Christian. for goodness sake she even half believes the da vinci code. =.=" and even thinks God may be a "she" but she thinks Church would be good as foundation. and doesnt want me to be "too involved" and join the Crosstrainers. she detestes the fact that I'm bloody in it. it's all about exams for the future for a good future to make more than enough money to support ourselves and live the lifestyle we want to live but she didnt mention the part where you die. and you go to Heaven. "or come back as a new person, coz we all ARE spiritual beings who keep wanting to come back to earth to make it a better place." this earth that humanity has so filled for the past how many millions of years that we have filled with our evil our wars our bloodshed our pain our strife. Monday, August 11, 2008, 3:02 AM wahlao. either i overreact too much or i gt really hurt after i get scolded coz i'm only on hiatus for xts for like 2 months but anyway, everything else sucks. seriously. i just feel like shit today, probably gonna fail bio tomorrow. life is just so meaningless. Labels: it's like i'm looking for something but that something just cant be found. Saturday, August 9, 2008, 1:43 AM I won't talk, I won't breathe, I won't move till you finally see that you belong with me I WANT MY MILO!!! XD ;) damn, i love this song <3> so the XT run was actually 9km for EVERYONE, they just divided you into groups where they'll run that far, and walk the rest. LOL. and i ran with carolyn, another carolyn i met from XTs.. XD so many carolyns! :XX haha so we walked up thereally congested flight of steps and the guys INSISTED that girls did NOT know how to read maps =.=" although i was the one holding the map and when they got it they were like o.0 dunno how to read. LMAO. and the 9km group caught up with us and we were like oh shit and ran with them for a bit... so i think carolyn and i ran like 4-5 km and walked the rest, ran a few metres during the walking, etc. etc. and we ended like 20 min after the 9k group, which was quite cool to know. then yangshen(i think he's called that) came and told carolyn about this christian uni conference thing and she and i sat around for a bit later, we got like free hundredplus and i took 2 :P HAHA they were being quite uhh weird like "relieving stress" or something on their finished cans, like stepping onthem, crushing them agfter drinking, well it wasnt weird but they suredid make it sound weird.. then we went to eat brunch, which felt like lunch at vivo kopitiam, they wanted to go to carls jr at first but it was CLOSED! haha :P so i slacked the rest of the day and got scolded the next day coz i didnt study AT ALL the day before and got forced to quit. what a dramatic 180degree flip. seriously. just because i didnt study and i failed my higher chinese. and a couple of freaking tests. my mom says so what if i'm in sbc. i'm failing out of sbc. i'm such a turd alright. but i've been crying a lot these past few months. and maybe it's the stress or something, but be my escape totally spells it all out. so i talked to my mom today, and we didnt really get anywhere. except for making me feel better. but i'm still no longer an XT sowhat's the point? time to "focus" on my studies right? .please.who said i never did? i'm so pissed off. and i really wanna see a damn counsellor. or maybe i need to go for anger management or something coz i seriously feel like shit. feel like throwing the tv into the wall. dont worry, i'm not gonna hurt anyone ;) it's called taking action on inanimate objects. it's retarded. i know. but i totally ruined my drum stricks. this sucks. and i forgot to go for xy's steamboat ytd. but HAHA so did she LOL and am i in class average or am i below it? coz my mom seriously thinks i'm below class average. i dont know, coz i'm seriously giving up (on giving up slowly.haha.) i cant find meaning in not getting recognition anymore. it's one of D's fears you know, not getting recognition. (i'm talking about DISC) i find no worth anymore. alright. i give up. or maybe i should like pray or something. but i'm looking for something. and that something just can't be found. there is no meaning. there is no reason. there is no motivation. i'm losing it. that's why i need a freaking counsellor. like now. no kidding. i tried. but people just dont seem to see. it's like their blind or something. and i'm totally and completely giving stacy the extremely wrong impression of me. seriously. i was going to write about something funny. but i forgot what it was. i guess i've just been consumed by the fact that my life seriously sucks. dont believe me? why dont i smile enough? why dont i feel happy? why do i cry so much? why am i so freaking stagnant? why is my temper so ... so... ugh? why do i dislike my appearance so damn much? why do i not like the freaking sight of my eyebags? why havei totaly lost my motivation? why am i always binging? why can't i get that someone? why do my grades suck? why can't i make class comm? why does my sparring suck now? why can't i get my freaking schedule right? why am i getting more and more insecure? WHY?? argh. okay, maybe i should do what i was told to. pray.or find someone to talk to. i seriously need a counsellor, dont i? i'd feel bad to like dump my burdens on someone else's shoulders. like which psycho (or kind soul who's just a bit delusional haha) would go around asking people to tell him their problems? you know how on that first day of festival of praise, though i came like an hour late (why did i have to get lost?!), there was this part where they asked for all those people who felt like their lives were falling apart to stand, and people sitting around them would help pray for them, and guess what, i wish i'd stood. not so scandalous anymore. :P gish you might think I don't look but deep inside in the corner of my mind I'm attatched to you mmmm I'm weak it's true cause I'm afraid to know the answer do you want me too? cause my heart keeps falling faster I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide i'ts time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true you don't know what you do everytime you walk into the room I'm afraid to move I'm weak it's true I'm just scared to know the ending do you see me too? do you even know you meant me! I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true I know when I go I'll be on my way to you the way that's true I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true ------- http://www.thisismyblawg.blogspot.com/ i've to remember to link sherilyn's blog and reply all tags! >< Labels: lead me to the cross. please? Friday, August 8, 2008, 8:32 AM what a bummer. This morning, I went on facebook and look what I found. " Diana is a arrogant bicth who lovgossiping, acting cool, pushing work to others and claiming she did the most. She likes being a bimbo and dressing like one too. She is too ego and thinks that everyone she meets falls for her and wants to take advantage of her. She thinks she is very responsible and a good leader, but no one elso thinks so. She doesnt do work, is bossy, and very very proud. Egoistic spoilt brat, and well-known slut in church. " by Anonymous. own up, or be owned. :D oh, and please do stop spreading crap about me. (: my mom said not to be too defensive so i'm erasing all i felt like saying.. this is what she says is the most mature way to do it: "the fact that you dont even reveal your identity shows what kind of person you are. frankly, what did i do to you? what's your motive behind this attack? why dont you meet me personally then, and tell me, what's your problem? (:" but anyway, one question and one question only, jealous much? Wednesday, August 6, 2008, 12:37 AM shit. okay so i blanked out for shinese. crap it. is it just me or do i have some fear of chinese or smth? blanking out all the time... idk, i can only do it with hypy. so annoying ><> luckily there was summary man.. ehh ><> okay, going to practise violin, then gonna blog again (: <> but the songs are nice :D think i've grown to love classical music... darnit. why didnt i love it last year? would have stayed with caro in ensemble. think of the syf i could have had. but last year's drama night RULED. and i wouldnt have been with jelly and some of the present sec 1s, honestly, this batch is really nice (: oh and rida and some other sec 2s ---------this was edited.---------------- okay so presently, i've just posted that one up there about the fb testi read it this morning and was quite depressed, but xy totally cheered me up <33> then i saw mikael from ex-MC, and C's DLF. it was so coincidental.. so anyway, i'm coming clean. this is phase one of the new, improved me, who will learn to balance social and school life. and seriously, i hate girl politics. it's a really retarded waste of time. my mom thinks facebook's application are very self-centred..... hmmm.... okay, so i will post family night photos soon, and i have the crosstrainer run tomorrow morning so i have to SLEEP. never tried six km before... >< nights (: i promise i WILL update tomorrow! okay, after xy's cell's steamboat and tkd. <3diana thanks for tagging <33 -------------------------- XING YING :D: HEY BABE :D miss youuuuuuuu. update soon we schould totally go out. AND IM STILL PISSED AT LEX :D RAWR. 30 July 2008, 09:06 we did go out :X i just update late haiya, lex is a busy, popular person, and he just can't make space for us. HAHAHAHAHA jkjk it's vice versa :XX haha okay i'm being really randomly stupid but my jokes are so lame. >< -------------------------- Yan: HA. i aspire to be 172. quite impossible though :( 27 July 2008, 22:53 really meh? how tall are you now? -------------------------- Carmen: how come your blog doesn't tell the DATE of the posts arh? 26 July 2008, 20:56 idk... i wonder why too.. -------------------------- : potential modelesque look? Huh sorry dont get what you mean. Oh and I was making those dao faces cos' I didnt feel like smiling. 25 July 2008, 15:47 okay, that was really crap anyway, i was being emo or depressed. lol XD Monday, August 4, 2008, 12:46 AM scandalous. ;X dearest dearest diana.. what have you gotten yourself into now? rachel says i'm scandalous ;P for certain ahem reasons ;X but teehee, we all know why dont we? oh yea, i never did tell. well, too bad ;) studying for chinese tmr ><><><> sighh well i can't freaking believe it, i totally spent like $24 on ACI tix and $8 on MG tix and didnt go. freaking wasted lah. guess why. i was sooooo pissed off. and i really need to STOP binge eating. seriously, i'm breaking out. it's so annoying. i'm supposed to be practicing violing now, but, as you can see, i'm blogging >< ARGHH okay well, violin-ing at 5.30 sharp. my violin teacher says my strings are scratchy coz i dont play my violing enough :X eep. LOL but i'm getting the hang of violin now (: kinda fell asleep in geog today... everything's in the TB anw :XX again, i AM the notorious sleeper (; RECENT EVENTS (July.) Family Night. LOVED the photos <33 AHHH where are they?? i'll post them soon ;D Dance Night. Good. wish i'd joined dance in sec 1 >< met some friends or rather, my cousin''s friends. DramaNight mehh okay.. i think i did WAY better on saturday than on friday tho. (to be continued.) ehhh ><> just did like... 40 times 2 times 10 math questions... 800. omg. wow. brain DRAINNn. and before that i ran like 2km (plus the inclination and all, like 3 km) and walked 1+ km... took like half an hour i think.. I BINGE EATTT TOO MUCH :( neway, just binge ate some more. i seriously need to hide the junk before i eat some more. i think i ate like 7 ginger cookies today and like TONS of junk for recess. eep but it's better than last week i guess, which was like an ice cream everyday... what am i? depressed or smth? having to eat all this sweet stuff. ehhh NOW I'M BREAKING OUT >< okay, this post took like 4 hours for me to write. from 6 pm to... now... 10.33. i'm seriously slow lah today's SS WAS HILARIOUS audrey lent carmen her "little brown thing" aka cute little hamster toy and carmen 'lost' it. when in actual fact, jelly took it XD and carmen was like "sorry audrey! i lost your LITTLE BROWN THING!" and mr seow went "WHAT LITTLE BROWN THING? that sounds sick!" hilarious, so we looked around the entire com lab for the LITTLE BROWN THING and there was this part where mr seow was bent below the com table and he was like "where's your LITTLE BROWN THING?" and charlotte, who was standing in front of the com table and looking at him went "There!" (directed at mr seow) then mr seow was like "gasp are you talking about MEEE charlotte?!" and charlotte was like nodding her head SUPER FUNNY, especially the way charlotte said it and replied to that. then there was another part where mr seow went to pat charlotte's head, and charlotte turned around and gave him this DEATH stare. LMAO anyway, tomorrow's ballet. and i HAVE to STOP binge eating. hope ballet will make me lose something. lost like... 0.7 today. improvement. SINCE WHEN DID I START CARING ABOUT WEIGHT?? what'shappeningtome? eep my violin's getting better (; ><> wish me luck (: oh, and i really need to change my songs, and the links. still scandalous. ;X cherisyyg. hee ;) <3> ------- letnowtheweaksayihavestrength bythespiritofpower thathadraisedChristfromthedead letnowthepoorsayiconfess thatmyportionisHim andi'mmorethanblessed letnowourheartsburnwithaflame afireconsumingallforYourSon'sHolyName andwiththeheavenswedeclare thatYouareourKing We Love You Lord, We Worsip You You are our God You alone are good. You asked your son to carry this the heavy cross, our weight of sin. Labels: infatuation. not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me, what i would do to have you look in my direction. i give my life to somehow attract your attention		theChristian Rid me of myself, I belong to You DIANA <333Jesus 30april MGSS female. 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